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These are the testimonies of people who have taken antidepressants, which came in the mail.

Regarding antidepressants:

Having taken them for 45 days, I can assure anyone they most definitely will destroy your life.

I came close to losing my job and my life while taking them. And one would think after 45 days it would be simple to stop. WRONG It was hell, and the only way I did it was to get rid of them and go cold turkey. After about a month I had no desire to take them again but I had bad headaches and a host of other problems. It's now been two years and I feel free from them, still wondering what kind of damage they did to me. To top it off when I did not refill my prescription my doctor kept calling my work and home and emailed me. I ignored all of this and the doctor would leave long voice mail messages to "get in here immediately" to see me. I kept ignoring the repeated calls, emails, voice messages.

I see the ads on TV; "oh, your life could be so much better if you would just take our pills". Not verbatim of course but you get my point. It's certain this is planned to destroy the population. It's really sad when children are forced to take this crap. These drug companies need to be strung up on the nearest pole. regards


My response

The antidepressant which came to be known as Prozac was developed by Russia as part of a war effort before the wall "fell". The fact that it's subsequent clones were developed elsewhere is irrelevant when you consider where it all started. Are we all SURE the cold war is over?

There is no doubt antidepressants are an effort to destroy us. And this traces back to the early history of communist Russia, where the Zionist Bolsheviks murdered millions outright, before such things as antidepressants were developed to get them what they wanted in secret. If they succeed in erasing our identities with the scam of antidepressants, the Communist Bolsheviks will have little resistance to their end goal - world domination rooted in a small patch of earth somewhere in the middle east. Communism did NOT originate in Russia, they were merely it's first victim.

When I was a child I would read about the destruction of that small patch of earth in the last days, in a bible I bought for five cents at a garage sale. As a child, I read it with dread, believing they were innocent and never considered the fact that the world may have had a damn good reason to get rid of them.


The following are mails I received in the past and never put up, (I had a backup plan against mail censorship because I suspected it would happen, and it looks like it was needed). So if you are wondering why a mail you sent a while ago finally went up, or why what you tried sending in the last 24 hours is not here, that's why.


Hi Jim

I'm so glad I found your article. What a great job. I only wish I known how dangerous these antidepressants were 12 years ago.

My son, Corey recently settled his lawsuit against Wyeth/Pfizer over Effexor causing him to experience psychosis, hallucinations and amnesia. Corey on April 10, 2001 walked into his H.S. English class with a rifle and held them hostage for a time. Corey fortunately came out the psychosis before harming anyone or himself. Corey spent 14 months in detention. Corey has no memory of that morning of April 10. A forensic Psychiatrist found Corey in diminished capacity, because of the abrupt discontinuation of Paxil and a significant dose of Effexor, wrongly prescribed. Corey is doing as well as can be expected, considering what he went through.

Corey testified at the FDA hearings in 04, he's also been interviewed and in a documentary, "The Drugging of our Children".

Thanks again for a great article and research.

Jay Baadgaard

Yelm, WA


Jim, I've read your two posts with the testimonials and the summary of the "nightmare"

I am really scared . What you report totally corresponds with my experience, along with the others whose stories you reported. Fortunately I have been on a 'low dose' and I don't feel utterly destroyed but I have tried reducing and getting off this drug, and have been scared by the brain zaps and the descent into fear that comes with it. I am determined to find and try everything within every natural health method to recover my health and free myself from the drug. Have you seen *ANY* hints at positive recovery for people who have taken these destroyers?

Thank you.

My response:

Cymbalta and Wellbutrin are among the worst,

They keep releasing new ones that are worse and worse,

There is advice I can give you but it would be best for you to get completely off before I tell you or it will only damage you more. You should not put your brain in a position to damage itself worse, which it will if you are still on antidepressants and I tell you how to alleviate the symptoms.

I need to know what you were on and then I will tell you what to do, because all these drugs have different half lives and what is published is always a lie. Prozac, for example, takes a full year to come down off of because a very small amount is needed to be 100 percent effective, and the half life is 45 days. Others average from about a week to a month. This makes it so that when people crash, the cause is not so easily seen, as any scammer would have it. It's so long since the last pill people don't realize they could be stoned for so long after stopping, so they blame the crash on something other than the antidepressant they were on.

All this information was gathered in 2008/09, and I have noticed that the censors have kicked in big time, and began to output false info (such as prozac being out of you quickly, which is a bold faced lie.) They say anything to keep the scam going, and all I need to do is ask people - WHAT did you witness yourself? What I said, or what they said?

Though I am only an investigator my advice will probably be better than any doctor because I am aware of the scam and have studied it and looked for answers. The fact that the doctors do not has caused me to despise and reject the entire medical system. Virtually all doctors are now either intellectual robots our outright scammers.

Hopefully you were on Zoloft, all the drugs are destroyers but I have seen people recover completely from a low dose of zoloft which would be 10 mg.



I really wish to know what you think, since you are the most knowledgeable person in antidepressants I know.

I have been taking 50 mg of Zoloft for 7 months. Its about a month that I stopped taking it completely. My main complaint is my altered perception of things, changed consciousness. My mind seems to be in some sort of a fog and I don't enjoy regular thinks/life as much as I used to. I took Zoloft together with antipsychotics (Arip MT). Is that a good thing or a bad think? How are my chances of recovery? Am I forever doomed to be this way with no chance of recovering at least a bit? Could neuroplasticity help to reverse the irreversible damage? I am 24 and gained 20 kg over the last 7 months. I now weigh 85 kg. I'm grateful about any info.


Thank you very much! I feel much better thanks to your advice. I noticed that when I started following your advice, I got small headaches, similar to those that I had when I was coming off of the drug. I take it as a sign that the brain is healing. It's about a year since I stopped taking a benzodiazepine (clonazepam), which I took for a year. I'm still recovering from that drug as well, because it messed me up pretty hard (stomach spasm, pain in solar plexus, anxiety, lowered my blood pressure and possibly stole some of my emotions as well). Perhaps this nutrition will help me recover from that drug faster as well and make the brain more healthy in general. I was prescribed clonazepam because my eyes started to hurt when I looked at LCD monitors (my site about LCDs: When I started taking the antidepressant, I started to react to monitors with headaches. When I went off of Zoloft, my headaches with monitors got much less (so I know Zoloft caused them in the first place) and my solar plexus became less sensitive and started to react with less pain to certain irritants. Because of clonazepam I couldn't even read a book without getting pain in my solar plexus. Arip MT seems to have helped me with that, although it is known that Arip MT, an antipsychotic, can and does cause brain shrinkage.

I'm glad that I decided that I didn't need the pills anymore (some of which I have never needed) and stopped taking them before they caused more damage. My doctor didn't think it was a good idea when I called him to tell him that I stopped taking the pills. I am certain that this particular doctor has no idea what antidepressants do to people and all of his patients are either too depressed to notice how unhappy and unemotional they became or just not credible. I also believe that many people take antidepressants for so many years that they forget how they used to be before the drug. I was at a psychoneurological dispensary because of psychosomatic pain in my knee, back and neck; because of eye pain when I looked at monitors and fluorescent light and because my solar plexus became sensitive to any activity after I went off of clonazepam, and I had strong anxiety after that clonazepam drug. I couldn't read, listen to music, look at a monitor, play the piano, knit and much more all because of clonazepam and the solar plexus pain that it caused. But the most horrible drug is an antidepressant. Life is not worth living without emotions and joy. I am extremely thankful to you James! I discovered your site by accident/fate?.


Dear James,

I don't have my medical records with me right now, but I could get them. I took Effexor for quite a while. I would have to look at the records to determine exactly when I began and stopped. During that time, I ballooned up from 130 to 200 plus pounds with all the symptoms of most people who have been on antidepressants.

I was lethargic, my memory virtually disappeared (from being a very very good one before anti-depressants) . I became irrational at times and prone to wild mood swings. I had trouble working for any length of time because I was too tired or confused. My ability to reason was nill. My blood pressure skyrocketed. I had low pressure before the anti-depressants.

When I quit anti-depressants, the withdrawal was hideous BEFORE I learned how to withdraw properly. It is not just a matter of "tapering off," one also has to begin supplementing the missing nutrients AND detoxing at the same time. It is kind of like tuck-pointing the brain if you are familiar with masonry work. Neglecting to add in the missing nutrients or taking the appropriate detoxing supplements makes withdrawal impossible.

It took about 4 years to clear the anti-depressants from my system and repair the damage. Today, I walk a couple of miles daily, I am writing a book that I have been working on steadily for a year and 1/2. I no longer have lethargy. I have lost the weight. The last time that I took my blood pressure, it was about 120 over 80 or something similar. I am alert and my memory is greatly improved. My ability to reason has returned. My sense of humor has returned. I no longer have mood swings and I am back in control of my faculties.

I have photos of myself BEFORE, during and after. The difference is striking.

Now, I am 58. I was told by physicians that my problems were caused by "normal aging." I think that this is a complete crock. There is no doubt in my mind what caused all these problems. I am just grateful that I was able to make a "comeback" as it were. It was a horrifying experience in far too many ways.


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