A church in Kenya has survived for the last decade by operating discreetly. It does not publicize its services in this very religious country because it welcomes gay worshippers.
“The first time I entered the church I cried,” John, a pastor initially ordained in a mainstream church, told the BBC.
He left his parish because church leaders told him his sexuality was sinful and that he needed to remain celibate.
“I never imagined in my life as a priest, I would be in a space where I would say three words that people think are conflicting. That I am black, I am gay, I am a priest.”
He found out about the church, where he now preaches, on social media – though most find their way there via word of mouth. Like all those interviewed at the church, his name has been changed to protect this identity.
Its members are very guarded too about sharing details of their gatherings – those wishing to join are carefully vetted before being invited in, to make sure it is not a trap or someone malicious.
The understanding with all congregants is that security and safety are paramount.
Gay sex is illegal in Kenya, a socially conservative society, though this year the Supreme Court overturned a ban on gay and lesbian organizations being able to register as non-governmental organizations.
When I join a service on a warm and breezy Sunday, music drifts from the room of a nondescript building.
People begin trooping in and it fills with 30 or so people.
“We are about to begin. Shall we close our eyes and meditate,” says Pauline, a minister in a long black robe and crimson red scarf. The whole room hushes.
Pauline is an openly non-binary lesbian, who uses “they” and “them” as personal pronouns, and is one of the church’s founders. Initially, it was just a few friends coming together to offer each other support.
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But with life in Kenya becoming more openly homophobic, Pauline says some members have considered going back into the closet for their safety – though most want the church to keep going.
“When we started, we didn’t think that this space would become so important. But we cannot give up, we have to think of a way forward.
“I want this space to be open to everyone and find a balance where we all respect each other despite our beliefs and traditions.”